This must be our most longest day yet. We woke up really early, as we had to move out of the flat. We had to also make sure that we packed everything for the flight.
Said goodbye to many of our very good friends, whom have seen us though many fun, hard and sad times. I feel so emotional drained, the kids got upset because I spent most of the day crying.
Hubbie's mum almost collapsed when we had to say goodbye. I have never ever seen my father in law with any emotion and he just cried and cried. I feel so bad they were saying that they may never see us again. I can understand that as they are both not in the best of health. It really makes me feel selfish, to put that kind of stress on them.
My daughter cried her heart out for her gran, my son bless him held us all together what a brave brave sweet boy.
I didn't know how hard this would be. I feel so embarrassed for everyone I was in tears at the reception desk at the hotel and in the restaurant.
I keep telling myself get a grip, but I just can't.
Question is does it get easier?
Will the kids forgive us for their pains? Will I forgive myself for their tears?
Was following our dreams towards our hopes and aspirations to high a price to pay??