Im feeling emotional and very sad - its 2 yrs since i lost my nephew
Those that were on here then or know me know i went back to the uk in 2008 after receiving 'the call'.
I know others who have also had the call in one form or another, and its so sad and so very hard when youre over here.
In reality I know i actually have it easier than the rest of my family in uk as i dont live the day to day reality of not seeing Ben, but i still feel utterlessly useless when it comes to the bad days, especially this week. We should all be starting planning his 21st birthday atm...
In all, living/moving here does make day to day life of living after losing someone easier, but when it hurts it really hurts.
And i stand by what i said in my thread back then - i will never return to the uk to live!