Sorry I had to post this just to get it off my chest..
After all the goings on and getting things done for the last 2+ yrs I can't believe that we have only got 3 weeks and 1 day left here!
Its very exciting that its all happening but I am absolutely petrified at the thought of it all at the moment too.
I am scared about being on our own over there where we have no friends yet and people I can call at a moments notice to help us out like we have here in our family and friends. Also I feel guilty that I am taking the children away from the friends they've got here to where they have no-one that they know at all. Also its one of my daughter's birthday at the end of Jan and I feel bad that she wont have a party with anyone she knows!
I dont ever really feel like I cant cope but right now I feel like Im completely mad for putting us through this - I think what makes it worse is that we have children and I am taking them away from the people here who would do anything for them and love them so much. Now its going to be a case of only seeing their grandparents ocassionally in real life rather than whenever we like. I woke up in the early hours yesterday and couldnt get back to sleep because of the panic about it all.
Everything just feels very perculiar right now. I know that I have thought about this for a long time and feel that we are doing the right thing for us a family... its just so hard.
Sorry to post a negative thread. I just need to say how I feel at the moment as its all happening very soon.