We have just arrived at Singapore airport, very tired but happy to be nearly there now.
Saying goodbye to my children was not too bad as they just said 'right we are off now' - so determined were they to make it as easy as possible - and no tears from anyone although the heartache was clearly felt. The worse goodbye was my mum - she cried and I cried buckets for ages afterwards. Right now, I feel that there is NOTHING like the love of your family and I feel so torn.
Tomorrow is another day though and hopefully I will begin to feel that I am at least on holiday and begin to unwind from the emotional tug of war. Bill is ecstatic to be here and to have me with him. Just as well that I love him so much or I would not be doing this right now.
I will report again in a few days from Adelaide.
Hope you are all ok.
Love Cazzie x