I am not sure where to post this so Im just trying to guess where it fits in the best.
Simply need to get this off my chest..
The date for me and my gals to be there seems to be getting closer. Not so much of time left and Im starting to have cold feet. Well, to be honest, the past one month has been pretty crazy tying up loose ends at school etc N i have been pushing all this "uncertain" thoughts away..becaue this is what Hubby and I have decided on 4 years ago. Got a house sorted out for ourselves and have even enrolled both the girls in a school that we are happy with. BUT THEN,......
TODAY when I picked my 7 year old daughter from school, she was in tears. Stopped the car to ask her why and her answer brought all my mixed feelings up to the surface. It looks like her teacher has given out their Primary 2 ( next year's) booklist and since the class teacher is aware that she won't be around next year, she didn't get one. and that made her realise that she would not be with her friends whom she has been with for the past 2 years.
Seeing her so upset and having questions thrown to me such as " Do you think I will have friends there?", " How long would it take me to make new friends?" and " Why do we need to go to adelaide. cant we just stay here"..really shook me.
I guess I thought it would be easy for my gals to start anew etc.... but now, I have no answers to give her. I did try but it sounded so lame
Cant talk about this to anyone here coz many people who are still here in M'sia dont understand why we want to leave and start over at a new place leaving family and friends behind. And it looks like today, my 7 year old feels the same way too.
well, thanks for listening or reading..I still dont have any answers for Myrna but it sure is a relief to share this with someone