What can i say. I took Alicia to her dads tonight and ask her on the way if she would like to tell him that we have booked the flights or if she wanted me to, wish i had just kept my mouth shut now. She asked if he would be upset and i stupidly said he might be a bit as he will miss her but he will be happy for her aswell. That was it, she said she didn't want anyone to tell him as she didn't him to be upset and then started crying:(. I new it would happen at some point but she's been so happy since i told her i had booked the flights and accommodation.
I'm dreading the goodbye's with the 2 of them even more now. It wouldn't be so bad but i can't even say that he will visit because i know he won't.
Don't get me wrong i still know i've made the wright decision and i'm determined to give her a better life in Adelaide. Just need to get there and get on with things.
I'll stop rambeling now and get on with my vodka and coke, just a shame i can't have many more as got 2 14 hour shifts over the weekend.