OMG....what a harrowing time the past 4 weeks have been.
Sooo busy and emotional, really didnt think I would be like this....have cried bucketloads, and now feel like an emotional drained rag!!!!!
The worst was seeing the boys sobbing as they said final farewells to their mates OMG....awful.....and then saying bye to my best mate ever yest, friends thro thick and thin for nearly 15 years and our kids love each other and see each other every Thurs after school......what will we do now????
I am hurting sooo much but my head keeps saying it will be OK.....the kids will love it, boy I hope so!!!!!
Ok....chin up, got a lunch time leaving do at work to get through today, a BBQ at friends tomorrow they have insited on, family meal Sun and another Mon before we leave for airport!!!!
I do think that we will be OK once we are at the airport and then we can concentrate on being excited again. Just really didnt realise how many friends we have and what we mean to them.......but life is for living and we are going to give this our best shot.....