Just wondering if any1 has experienced these horrid feelings im having, been here 7 1/2 months now me, hubby a chef and our daughters 6 an 9. after a very rocky start 8 jobs between us, money being tight, lost 2 really special people in our lives that was a huge blow Hubby got a good job hours are great and he is home every night massive bonus in this industry!!! Girls settled straight away its like they were born her!
And then there was me........ ive had the most horrendous homesickness eva, dont miss the place but miss family and friends so badly.
We had a fab xmas and new year and friends have been great and i thought i was turning a corner i really did and then all of a sudden i appear to have done a uey! lol
Just thinking i dont know what ive done etc and then i get feelings of such selfishness as my daughters love it so much and hubby wud never have a job like he has now if we were to go back. I know i need to give it two years and i will i just dont want these years to be ones with regret. I just wish i cud stop having these selfish moments and think about the 3 most important people in my life, but i generally dont feel like "i'm meant to be here" nor that i belong here either. I'm in no way dissing Adelaide its a lovely place and we've had some amazing times here already. Just wondered if any1 else has had feelings like this because i feel very alone right now, thanks for listening!