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If i thought my sister made me feel bad the emotional blackmail i got from my dad was even worse. He's sad that he'll never see us again, i tried explaining that he will see us but it was a waste of time. Thankfully the kind words that i received from you guys made me stronger this time and no matter who tries to make me feel bad its too late we are going.
good gurl vikki keep going and dont stop till you get there!!!
Any news from ASPC? I keep waiting to hear your screams!!
Hi there vicki,
We go in three weeks time from Hampshire and I am travelling up north to see my folks on Saturday and it is my dads 80th birthday and my sister and her husband have just split up after 22 years of marriage and she is distraught. My friend lost her husband last week and I will miss the funeral as I will be saying goodbye to my family. I am not sure even why I am goin now when I have soooo many friends here, but if I don't i will always wonder. At least if we go, we can say we tried it! We decided to let our house here just in case and that does give me a bit of a comfort, but it is still scary even though we already have friends out there and my husband has some relatives.
My main worry is - I HATE FLYING SO MUCH - I HAVE VALIUM READY, although after the weeks I have had, I have tried a couple already and I only have six left! (don't worry doctor only gave me 8). So keep in touch and we can go through the emotions together!!! When are you hoping to fly. We fly on the 8th October. I feel guilty some days taking my son who is 10 away from his friends, he is so happy at the moment and I worry about allsorts of things, what if something happens to him etc etc..... I have been in tears many times and some days I am excited and other days I don't want to go at all. I just hope I don't have a panic attack at the airport! I suppose it is only natural and I am a worrit anyway.
So, good luck, try and think positive, I know it is hard, and keep in touch and let me know how you get on.
How the valium bit in your post made me laugh!! It really is so hard for you with everything that is happening around you so emotional at the moment. Once you settle here, you probably won't need to go near the valium again - yay!
Good luck with it all and good luck to Vikki too - it will be worth it in the end.
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