Well, we accepted an offer on our house, we have our visa and now i don't want to go!
I know this is going to sound crazy................
We've gone through so much to get to this stage but telling my brother and sister yesterday that we'll be gone before Christmas has broken me. My sister is pregnant and is heartbroken. I feel absolutely awful leaving her and I'm trying to explain to her that i have to do what i believe is right for my children and us but she doesn't understand.
Is it normal to feel the way i do?
I can't imagine saying goodbye to her.
I'm the biggest emotional wreck on this website.
Somebody please give me some advice.