:) Your day will come! You have come this far despite all that has happened to you. Your day will definitely come!
You will find there are plenty of people here, on PIA, who will support, help and advise you whenever you need it.
I look forward to reading about your journey :)
So true, every time I have a question to ask I come on here and read through previous posts, it's lovely to see so many people taking the time to answer questions, give advice and reassure. I found some other Forums were rather negative and argumentative with each other and it really put me off going on, the exact opposite here.