Doug thank you so so much for your lovely reply. It has really helped me and i can't thank you enough for your kind words. You are right my children do deserve a new life and a better one after all we have been through here. It's been 2 years, almost 3 since my siblings turned violent and destroyed me to the point i couldn't leave my home for a year. My children were amazing as was my husband. They were my rocks and I want to do this for them and give my husband his dream.
Thank you again. I shall pm you if you don't mind.