I think we just have to go for it. What have we got to lose when things so rubbish here. I do sometimes get butterflies when I think about it but my friend in OZ said it's not fear it's nervous excitment! None of us really know where it will lead us but hey...what an adventure. I get scared sometimes cus I'm taking my parents with me so I feel the pressure that it has to work but they are also prepared to take the risk.
I wish you luck sweetie.
You certainly have the right attitude.