Hi and Happy Christmas to you all.I feel so down,I had met a beautiful woman who lived in Mildura,I live in England so it was sort of hard to keep our relationship going but we did.
I got a phone so i could chat every day sometimes on my way to work and she had finished her work,Sometimes when i was on lunch we would chat for my hour.
Then every weekend we used the web,I flew over to visit her last Feb.Iflew to Adelaide where she drove 4-5 hours to pick me up.
we stayed 3 days in a flat by the Beautiful sea in Glenelg,It was so lovely,Then we drove to Mildura which was also Amazing,I got to meet all her Family and friends and we all got on great.
After 4 weeks it was time for me to return to England,We booked 3 days in the Big 4 Holiday park near the airport and spent our last nights watching the sun go down over the sea.It broke my heart to say goodbye at the Airport.
The plans were for her to come to England next september but first i was going over again this March to get on one knee on the beach to pop the question.
I had got a beautiful ring but last week just as i was about to book my flight she said she had changed her mind and didnt want to marry.I feel so confused i know for 100% she was the only woman for me.I dont think it is right to ask her to change her mind because she must have her reasons.My dream of selling up to move over and buy us a house is over.I love Austraila and the people.I fell in love with the place when i was there.Going to clealand wildlife park to see the wildlife was out of this world.Sorry to be so down in my first post but i find it might help to share my sorrow.Thank you if you bother to read all this and please feel free to let me know any way to mend a broken heart.Have a fantastic New Year Bill:confusedxmas: