well everyone its still early days for us. we have been here 11 days and im struggling to settle. i just want to go home all the time. i just dont feel happy here but i know i should cause this is my life long dream. i keep asking myself what is wrong with me? what is wrong with australia? its getting me down so much right now. we have just signed a 12 month rental agreement so now i feel even more trapped. to all you that love it here i dont mean to sound ungrateful. this as been a dream of mine for as long as i can remember but its not home.